I.

this stark knowing
even in fear
even here
this stark knowing
the spark of all things
being
a blessing and a curse

II.

Marko was sitting in the sun   in the restaurant window   saying that the sun was the origin of all life   but I amended of all the energy I said but not of the information thinking that the patterning comes from history and happenstance (quantum and darwin)   I was saying that the sun's energy is crude   Marko thought it was quite fine that it spoke at least of origins and atoms and...

now why did that take me back to that stark knowing even in fear and Tee saying the stark knowing is without love and love softens and I finally had an inkling of why the wise have said that there is love and there is fear and then my analyticals went approach/avoidance pleasure/pain and I was on my own again

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