Smiling,
looking down at the flower, I explain, half- musing, "I used to. I don't
anymore." Edna looks at the flower. "That's
right," she concedes graciously. "You used to." Now she holds
the flower under Danny Tan- nenbaum's chin. "You pee in bed now."
Danny, red, reluctantly nods. "Only sometimes."
I
take the flower from Edna's hand and hold it un- der her chin. "You pee
in bed?" "I used to," she says, laughing.
Mrs. Tannenbaum's voice precedes her. Carrying a large shopping
bag, she cascades large and gruesome on to us. "Danny! I told you not
to go near that dirty whore! She'll give you a disease!" She pulls her
Danny away. A minute ago the sun shone. Now this fat
bigot is raining her poison on us. Edna is infuriated.
"Your mouth could give him a disease!" In
anger and disgust Mrs. Tannenbaum retorts, "Whores and horse shit! What
a neighborhood! She has to move to this street! Naturally! Mrs. Founder!
Your boy is playing with the whore!" A window opens.
A woman's head. "Come in the house, Andre." Another
voice calls out, "Marie. Come m the house." All
the children scatter, except for Cleo and me. The
tailor shop has a small room off the front room. One wall is completely lined
with books. On a workbench is a pants press. Mr. Baumgarten is iron- ing
a jacket and talking to Mr. Elias, my zaideh. Mr. Elias sips lemoned tea from
a glass. The hot iron sizzles steam from new damp garments. The tailor
pats the cloth, and asks, "Who was it that said, "What is the bigger
crime? To rob a bank or to open a bank?'" Grandpa
sips his tea. "Probably Jeremiah." Mr. Baumgarten
is amused. He puts aside the hot iron
and goes to look for a book, to track down the quotation. Despite his amusement
he comments dry- ly that the author of the quote was more probably Karl
Marx. Grandpa's eyes follow the tailor over to the book-
shelves. In his opinion, Karl Marx only repeated what the ancient prophets
said. "Not quite. Not quite." Mr. Baumgarten's
finger reads the titles on the bookshelf. He finds the book he seeks,
removes it, and sits down to find the quota- tion. Grandpa,
holding his tea, eyes the German, Rus- sian, and English books. "Have
you read all of these books?" The tailor peers up,
looking at his books lovingly. All the great and pertinent political thoughts
of the day are housed on these shelves. "All of them," he an-
swers. "And I still read them." Grandpa nods with
respect. "I've read only one book... and I'm still reading it."
Mr. Baumgarten nods his respect for the ancient book. "The
ancient prophets were wise, Mr. Elias. I don't deny that. But they couldn't
foresee the rise of capitalism, nor did they understand the class nature of
injustice." Mr. Baumgarten's eyes scan his row of books,
while Grandpa answers for the prophets, saying, "They foretold that
when the Messiah came, all injustice would disappear." And
Baumgarten, the tailor muses, "The working class is today's messiah,
Mr. Elias." The room, light enough to sew in, is still
dark af- ter the sun. I enter, searching for Grandpa. I'm car- rying
Edna's buttercup, and show Grandpa. "Why is Edna dirty, Grandpa? Doesn't
she like to wash?" Grandpa looks to Mr. Baumgarten
for help with the explanation, and then looks back at me. "She washes,
like everybody else. But she sells lies." I've thought
a lot about Grandpa's answer. At first it surprised me. "She tells lies
and sells them?" Mr. Baumgarten tries to help. "You'd
be surprised how many people sell and how many people buy lies."
Grandpa's eyes fly to the window, chasing some commotion
in the courtyard. Wisps of commotion outside obtrude into the tailor's room.
Angry words and hatred. Edna and Tannenbaum are arguing. Their voices
swelling. The old men exchange a look and start to leave the shop to go and
see what is happen- ing, while I'm thinking of Edna's "lies," and
say to Grandpa, "I bet Papa buys from her." "He
doesn't have to buy from her," scorns Zaideh. Outside,
Edna is standing in the court, shouting up at Mrs. Tannenbaum. Mrs.
Tannenbaum is on her balcony, hurling insults back. Mrs. Tannenbaum is in
a terrible temper. "Get out of the yard! You don't belong here! I'lI
call the police!" Edna stands with her hands on
her hips. "I'll stand here and show my ass if I want to!" "You
should be stoned! We should stone you! You hear me? We should stuff her filthy
mouth!" Edna, belligerently, turns and lifts her skirt,
show- ing her bloomers to Mrs. Tannenbaum. "Kiss my royal American
ass!" This brings the courtyard audience some merriment.
Edna proudly leaves. "We
should stone her! Stone her! The police won't do anything! We should stone
her!" Grandpa, looking at his friend Baumgarten, lectures
the courtyard. "Stone her? Once before people stoned such a girl as Edna,
and this great rabbi came along and protected her, and said, 'He who is without
sin amongst you, let him cast the first stone.' Nobody threw another stone.
Everyone had sinned." Mr. Baumgarten looks surprised.
"A great rabbi, Mr. Elias?" "And what
was he, if not a great rabbi, Mr. Baumgarten?" What
a full, full day, and not even a Sunday! A taxi pulls up
to the gate of the courtyard and stops. A beaming, triumphant Harry emerges,
carrying many packages. Paying the cabbie, he calls out to me, "Davie.
Come and give me a hand." I go and help my father with
the parcels. Harry strides past Grandpa, crowing. "The
bank loan came through." Grandpa simply nods. He
and Mr. Baumgarten re- turn to the shade of the tailor's shop, as we parcel
up the stairs. Cleo holds the buttercup under her dog's
jowls and tells the world inexplicably. "My feet are clean, 'cause
my mamma washes them." Evening comes, and we are frantic-merry.
Grand- pa, Annie, Harry, Uncle Benny, and me in the living room. I love
the noise and confusion of the celebra- tion, at least from the safety of
grandpa's shadow. Grandpa watches silently. Harry and
Benny gloat, bloated with success. Annie dances, swirling
the new shawl Harry has bought
her. The phonograph is playing, and Annie sings in accompaniment. "I'm
just wild about Harry, and Harry's wild about me..." The
music slows, slurs, and I run over to the gram- ophone to rewind it. Excited.
I enjoy my mother sing- ing. I rush to join her dancing. I clutter-scamper
around her feet. She turns to Grandpa to say, "You'll have to admit.
Papa, that he finally did it." She resumes her song,
and sings a particularly love- ly note. "I'd love to take up singing
lessons again," she dreams. "Why did you stop?"
asks Grandpa. "I was willing to pay." Annie
dances in front of Harry. Still humming how she's wild about him, she throws
her answer side- ways to Grandpa, "I got married." Harry
reclines on the sofa, legs crossed, feeling ex- pansive, smoking a cigar.
Uncle Benny's sitting by the table, feeling awkward, left
outside the excitement, reannounces to the room and all who care to listen:
"I told the bank manager it would revolutionize the men's clothing business.
He'd have never recommended the loan if I hadn't presented it the way I did."
Harry throws him a small nod, kingly acknowl- edgment. Puffing
on his cigar, he gives Grandpa a long, knowing look, and says, proud, "In
another year you'll be able to retire." Grandpa,
silent, nods. Annie renders another beautiful phrase, another
fine sweet note, and comments, "Not bad, eh?" Harry
looks up at Annie, who is just in front of him. "Not
bad for a pregnant lady," he says. Grandpa smiles at
his Annie's happy face, but falls short of full warmth, caught with mixed
emotions, feeling that the sunny spell can't last long. Now he puts his
heart and concentration into his smile and summons the faith to say to his
daughter, "It's not too late. You can still study." In
reply, Annie holds her big belly, indication of her fate and status, and laughs
and dances and sings again. "Too late... too late... too late."
Benny, chewing on his cigar, looks around, be- wildered.
"What's too late?" And I'm winding up the gramophone. Chapter
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