Through the shame of last winter... its compulsion - the citadel of the white queen of the black hair - our "burning wall", our "falling tower, and Agamemnon dead." Again again assaulting the untakeable wall, the endless fall, scaling ladders, peak-capped gargoyle: prised from my crab clinging, tumbling from the wall I prowled all winter around, about her pale skin her dark mouth. Falling, falling from the citadel. Prick pushed,y belly ripped - hers and mine. Heart walled and open, Eyes now blind.{next}