for Rosamunda
If we didn’t hold on to our pain
we would be like angels
we would fly away
but I’ve cherished the dross
clung to my sadness
so not to betray
the sulky boy
who won’t forgive the petty things
the lack love
and the little disappointments
I am a snake consuming myself
where the fox gnaws its leg
to escape the trap
I’ve scratched my wounds
to remain in a finite regression
the landscape recedes
a mobius strip
through oblivion’s womb
and if l wasn’t so stuck
up my own arse
I’d be an angel
I’d fly away