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spiralling ecstatically this... Chapter
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chapter two: ... a sphere of light .... | |||
I was sitting beside my "teacher",
holding her hand, and after a long (and interesting) introspection,
I came to be massaging my pectoral muscle (with my other hand): and
Mel (my "teacher's" teacher) asked, "What's that all
about?"
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four stories for Linda |
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1. do we have to she
whispered I tend the mules yes we have to
I answered the last lap behind the mirror was there a boom the child! something's wrong
with It was three months later and what is the relevance |
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I was sitting meditating Irritable Bowel Disease |
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I was flying you pointed to your crystal
pendant Moon gave me this you said stunned |
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so sitting beside you we are like a sphere of light
and there
too then I'll write you the story I said so this is
the tale |
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That`s
my deep "introspection" about this affliction, the "doom".
However, it seems, it seems there are a host of possible toxic reactions
associated with marijuana: so it's an adverse drug reaction, an ADR. Who`d
a thunk? There is a Cannabis Hyperemesis Syndrome with nausea (and vomiting "emesis"),| and my abdominal cramps seem to be a varient of CHS. And there are other ADRs. For example, there is the extremety twitching and cramping of my young friend Bro Seth... So here's another poem. |
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notes
to my brother seth I got stoned and wrote a poem |
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you, bro seth seemed sane
enough to me (though i wonder about the
sadness in the hippie music
so bro seth (to visit a holy vision in kind your friend |
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So how do we take this `"towards joy"? I don`t know. I`ll get back to you. | |||
so getting "high", is it to escape an unpleasant "default" mood, mode or feeling; or is it a pursuit of ecstasy, epiphany? or a mix of both, approach and avoidance... and that reminds me of another poem (stark)
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stark I. this stark knowing
Marko was sitting in the sun in the restaurant window saying that the sun was the origin of all life but I amended of all the energy I said but not of the information thinking that the patterning comes from history and happenstance (quantum and darwin) I was saying that the sun's energy is crude Marko thought it was quite fine that it spoke at least of origins and atoms and... now why did that take me back to that stark knowing even in fear and Tee saying the stark knowing is without love and love softens and I finally had an inkling of why the wise have said that there is love and there is fear and then my analyticals went approach/avoidance pleasure/pain and I was on my own again |
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here at the end of days
wee hoo hum or we pray |
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harm: first (try to) do no...
my squeegee
was in motion he's balled
up in some tissue now and meanwhile
you're caught in such a noose |
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